Friday, May 26, 2006

today's the last day of sch. FINALLY. but holidays = teachers dont come to school. we work doubly hard to complete all the things they dump on us. GREAT. hmm...see my list if work i have to do for this hols:

science w/s
math ws 6.1
portfolio -- chinese
chinese newspaper cutting thing
huo dong
portfolio -- general
compo
compre (both overdue)
history w/s -- source based =)
geog

miscellanous stuff to do:
movies -- she's the man, just my luck, kinky boots, over the hedge?
band camp -- 13th to 15th june
sch pocket mony fund -- clashes with band prac so i dont need to go
class gathering -- 6th and 7th june
holiday to m'sia AGAIN -- 27th to 31st MAY.
APPASIONATA X -- 25th june

alot of things.

june schedule for cca
tues thurs sat 9-3. sometimes more. wow. i am just going to die there. talk about irony of the HOLIDAY. basically veryday i have to go back. if i dont have to go back, i still have to choing hw. WTH. dont the school understand that the times have changed and we are MUCH MORE busy. when wil i ever have the time to watch movies, go out, play bball or maple? it is totally ridiculous. we are NOT omnipresent. PLEASE. then have piano lessons. prepare for grade 8. GAH. then now i'm like prac-ing piano 2 hrs a day cause of grade 8 and the fact that i hate work and i dont want to do work, so i play piano instead of doing hw. XD. pretty cheapo way. sigh...WORK WORK WORK. my life revolves around work. and school. i'm HUNGRY =X. havent really ate lunch. finding a nice blogskin now. XD i wont be blogging for about 5 days. cause going tioman. SIGH. i dont want to go m'sia anymore. i will prolly bring laptop there and do my work lor. PLEASE. sigh...nvm i shant be so depressed ler. and stressed. i shall stop putting stress on myself. GAH. talk about STRESS. i'm freezing. did i tell u how much i dislike the NY uni. GAH. going KAP now. XD.

3:02 PM

sabbaticals is a total waste of time.
oh well. the ancient chinese math thing is pretty philosophical. its like that game KONO. its like LIFE. its unfair. some have an advantage over others according to the way they start. it is totally like the environment we have. like the rich ppl have terraces and all that and the bourgeois pple have HDBs. its like some times u have to cooperate with others to win. but sometimes others betray you can go their own way. its just life. yes. flooding kexin's tag now. XD

12:52 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

1.Color of most clothes you own?
white.

2.Number of pillows you sleep with?
4.

3.What place are you in right now?
comp lab 1.

4.What were you doing 12AM last night?
msn-ing.

5.How old will you be in 10 years?
23 yrs, 6 moths and 10 days.

6.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
working?

7.Do you have braces?
no.

8. are you paranoid?
not really.

9.Describe your wallet?
hediously PINK. must get a new MYUK one.

10. your alarm clock?
no alarm clock. use PHONE.

11.Your hair?
nothing to say.

12.Tooth brush?
see above.

13.What color are your eyes?
brown.

14.First enemy?
forgot.

15.First play/musical/performance?
when i was K2 which is 5/6?

16.Last movie seen in cinema?
aquamarine.

17.Last person you yelled at?
forgot.

18.Last crush?
don't tell you. XD

19.Last shoes worn?
school shoes.

20. What flavour ice cream did you last eat?
lime and vanila.

21.Last thing written by hand?
maths things during ancient chinese maths sabbatical.

22.Last time you wanted to die?
sunday.

23.When was the last time went out at night?
april.

24.What were you doing last night?
msn-ing. watching tv. prac-ing piano which i got very fustrated at.

25.Why do you like yoursself?
cause i am ME. ad i am PSYCHO!

26.What are your plans for tomorrow?
sabbats, orchard, borders/times bookshop, maybe movie, home.

27.When was the last time you got angry?
forgot.

28.What was the last song you heard?
metamorphosis -- hilary duff. hate her weak voice.

29.When was the last time you entered a club?
last year.

30.what is it about the opposite sex(physically)?
hmm....everything?

31.what are three things that you cannot live without everyday?
CHOCOCLATE, air, FOOD.

32.current music that's playing?
stand - jewel.

33.can you list three things that are taking up space on your table?
books, junk, contacts things.

34.What do you want to do now?
hug someone. i'm tired.

35.what's the colour of your room?
white-ish.

36.what's the first thing you ate this morning?
milo.

37.what shampoo do you use?
some natural spa thing.

38.how many people do you have on friendster?
i dont have friendster. its a waste of time.

39.what's that one song you will always listen to?
dunno. myself playing the stupid grade 8 exam pieces.

40.fave day of the week?
FRIDAY.

41. did you do anything stupid in the past 24hours?
draw with chalk.

42. did anything useful in the past hour?
i didnt piss anyone off. i think.

43.what's your MSN/Yahoo! id right now?
&\ Music Is My Painkiller ; Sports Is My Ecstasy

44. if you could change your name,what would it be?
no idea.

45. play any musical instruments?
piano. i want to pick up violin again. but no time.

46.favorite letter/s of the alphabet?
H and Z.

47.are you absolutely obvious to your crush?
no.

1:27 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

name at least twenty people. dont read the question until the list is done.
1) valerieGAY
2) ruimin
3) natalie
4) melissaONG( my mega grp. sigh.. to obessed with mega)
5) caitong
6) shufen
7) jiahui
8) kexin
9) melissaWEE
10) melissaYEO
11) wenbin
12) rouhui
13) prisicillaGOH
14) ernest
15) jarad
16) goujun
17) celestine
18) jon
19) john
20) yijiao

how did you meet 14?
-through Ruimin.(ernest)

what would you do if you will never meet 1 again?
-omg. the GAY. i wil just have 1 less person to lame with (valerieGAY)

what would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
-omg. les. i wont do anything but stand and watch. (yijiao and melWEE)

did you ever like 19?
-obviously not. =.= (john)

would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
-totally NO (jiahui and celest)

describe 3.
-no comment. (natalie)

do you think 8 is attractive?
-er okay? (kexin)

tell me about 7.
-good friend. (jiahui)

do you know any of 12's family?
-no. only knows she's got a bro. (rouhui)

what's 8's favourite person?
-her dear WORM. (kexin)

what will you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
-i know already. (jon)

what language does 15 speaks?
-english and chinese, maybe dialect? (jarad)

who is 9 going out with?
-er i dunno. no one? (melWEE)

how old is 16?
-fourteen, duh. (goujun)

whats 10's last name?
- yeo. its there already. DUH.(melissaYEO)

ever have a serious relationship with 11?
-no comment. (wenbin)

what school does 3 goes to?
-nanyang duh... (natalie)

where does 6 live?
-er. boon lay? jurong west? (shufen)

what's your favourite thing about 5?
-sense of HUMOUR. XD. i can always relate with her. (caitong)

have you seen 1 naked?
-OBVIOUSLY NOT! duh.(valerie)

10:25 PM

11:16 AM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

7:58 PM

shit ass 113. i couldn't stand it lar.
is totally unfair for them to get all the aircondition, tablets, STUFF that we don't get to have but we pour money into. like WTF. ass hole.
anyways. WE SUPPOSE TO DO MEGA NOW. WTF. okay. shall randomly type my post later.
i think the school is unfair.
ok correction: sch IS unfair, a certain someone gets everything she wants and loses all the nice things she has, then WE just dont get those things and then we want those things and that we dont get them. sucks. yes and then SHE thinks she is so oh perfect that she has no problems whatsoever. WHATEVER.

10:35 AM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Now i know why DA VINCI CODE. is NC16.

http://www.eonline.com/News/Items/0,1,19046,00.html?rsslatest


A Catholic leader in India seems to think so. Joseph Dias, head of the Catholic Secular Forum, started a hunger strike in downtown Bombay Tuesday and is encouraging his fellow Indian Roman Catholics to join him until the film adaptation of Dan Brown's best-selling novel is banned in their country.

And that's just one of a wide array of protests taking shape as the Wednesday world premiere of The Da Vinci Code at the 59th Cannes Film Festival approaches.
Dias may be home in time for dinner. India's Information and Broadcasting Minister, Priya Ranjan Dasmunshi, announced today that he has put The Da Vinci Code's premiere in his country on hold for the time being after receiving more than 200 complaints.
"We are a secular country," Dasmunshi told reporters. "On any sensitive issue, we should take action after we examine every aspect. We have to be careful." He said that the movie, scheduled to open Friday, would probably just be delayed by a day or two.
There are about 18 million Roman Catholics in India, including 500,000 in Bombay, and most of the rest of the country's 1 billion-strong population is either Hindu or Muslim.
Reverend Myron Pereira, a member of India's Central Board of Film Certification panel, told the Associated Press that there was no reason to ban The Da Vinci Code, saying that the film is a work of fiction and "does not portray anything in an obscene fashion."
"People can protest anything since we live in a democracy," he said.
For months various religious groups all over the world have spoken out against Ron Howard's film, condemning its premise that suggests Jesus had a child with Mary Magdalene before he died. And now that the movie is more than a gleam in Hollywood's eye, the angry and scandalized are coming out of the woodwork.
Earlier today a South Korean court shot down a Christian group's request to block screenings of the film.
"As it is clear that the novel and movie are all fiction… there is no probability that the movie can make viewers mistakenly believe the contents of the movie are facts," Judge Song Jin-hyun stated in his ruling. South Korea is home to about 13 million Protestants and 4.6 million Roman Catholics.
Judge Jin-hyun gets it. But try telling that to the 200 members of the Greek Orthodox Church who peacefully marched to parliament Tuesday in Athens.
"All religions merit respect, so why don't they show respect in this case instead of attacking all that we hold sacred?" Athanasios Papageorgiou, president of a St. John the Theologian group in Peania, Greece, told reporters.
Christian groups in Thailand made a very old-fashioned move Tuesday in actually demanding censorship from their government. Organizations such as the Evangelical Fellowship of Thailand asked that The Da Vinci Code's final 15 minutes be cut and that subtitles "disrespecting Jesus" be altered. The groups also took a cue from the Catholic sect Opus Dei and asked that a disclaimer about the film's untruthfulness be tacked on before and after the film.
(Howard and Sony Pictures Entertainment have refused to add disclaimers.)
That National Council of Churches in Singapore, where the film has received an NC16 rating, have planned lectures to separate fact from fiction for moviegoers who might otherwise be deluded by Leonardo Da Vinci and his wily ways.
Although the problems with The Da Vinci Code have mainly stemmed from religious opposition, including the Vatican's call for a boycott, the film may just be an equal opportunity offender.
According to the AP, members of the National Organization for Albinism and Hypopigmentation have expressed displeasure with one of the film/novel's central villains, who happens to be the 68th evil albino portrayed on film since 1968. At least this one is played by Paul Bettany, right?
"The problem is there has been no balance," the head of the organization, Michael McGown, told the AP. "There are no realistic, sympathetic or heroic characters with alblinism that you can find in movies or popular culture."
And just in case you thought there were any unturned stones…
Philippine censors almost turned The Da Vinci Code into Midnight Cowboy, stopping just short of giving the film an "X" rating (which certainly would have been a first for a Tom Hanks movie) although they agreed that it was for "adults only."
In the end, government officials couldn't give the movie the sign of the diagonal cross because it "does not constitute a clear, express or direct attack on the Catholic church or religion" and does not libel or defame anyone.
That… and Dan Brown pretty much made it up.
"Those groups, like the conservatives who want it banned, maybe they can tell their friends, discourage their friends from watching it," Marissa Laguardia, chairwoman of the Philippine government's movie-review panel, told the AP.
"But it has to be shown. Otherwise we will be the only country that will not show this film. Thirty-six countries have already reviewed this film and they have not banned it. So are we just out of the Stone Age?"


I respect the catholics and christians. i hope that this thing will resolve quietly and immature people who watch it will not go around teasing people.

9:50 PM

Today we played NETBALL during PE. wow. then now BLISTER. hurts like hell. yes and then cause of yesterday's NAPFA, muscle ache, back ache, headache. my arms hurts from the stupid whatever pull up. then my shoulder for some unknown reason why. anyway, gah. everyone's like so super depressed over GRADES. of all things, GRADES.

they dont believe that they have a talent. everyone has a talent. its HIDDEN. you may or may not know it. cheer up and move on. its only 1 grade. even if it affects your whole life, dont despair. cause if you ave the potential in a certain field, which i FIRMLY believe that everyone has, you WILL succeed no matter how much you think you missed the chance. if you believe, miralces will happen. cheer up.

9:36 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I have nothing left to say beside the fact that i am super super low-self-esteem now. all because of NAPFA.
my pull ups: decrease by like 12.
sit ups: increase by 2
jump: DECREASE by 20++ T.T
sit and reach: increase by around 10. XD
2.4km: slower by like 2 min.
shuttle run: faster by around 0.6 sec.

not very good. my jumps. nvm. i just feel so down. still have loads of CHINESE to do.
ok whatever. its only NAPFA. i hope...anyways MUSCLE ACHE. sheesh. AGAIN. like i dont have enough of it. nvm. i shall just assume nothing happened and get along with my "so-oh-perfect" life. only problem. my life is NOT perfect. whatever. and i cant get over the fact that WP lost and MANu lost and da vinci code is NC16. and i almost failed my NAPFA. oh well. life's like that. i will just lose out in NAPFA. and please dont go: YOU ARE FROM TRACK. please. dont.

8:02 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

Just wanted to give you guys a whole lot of info. XD totally irrelevant to each other.

Questions

Ask the right question and you will get the right answer. The way your brain evaluates anything is by asking questions. Whenever anything happens in your life, your brain will immediately try to figure it out what the meaning of the event is, and then use that information to determine how you should react. The way in which you find meaning for the events in your life is through asking questions.

You brain will always find the answer to any question you ask it. If you ask yourself “how could I be so stupid?” your brain will find an answer. Probably like “cause you are a big idiot”. Similarly if you ask questions like “what do I need to do to be smart?” your brain will figure out a positive answer.

You don’t find light by studying in the darkness. What I mean is that it is much more useful to ask HOW to get what you want, instead of asking why you got what you didn’t want.

The dumbest question in life is not asking questions.

Personal motivation
 Self-motivation is the power that raises you to any level you seek.
 If you are truly successful, you gladly accept personal responsibility for self-motivation. You start yourself because you have the key to your own ignition switch.
 A common reason for human failure is total disregard for the power of self-motivation.
 It is impossible to motivate someone else until you’ve learnt to motivation yourself.
 Opportunities are everywhere for one who understands and uses self-motivation.
 Self-motivated people make commitments, ordinary people make promises.
 Ultimately, the question of what we get out of life depends on how well we match what we want with self-motivation.
 The power of personal motivation comes from a definite, personalized plan of action and the application of that plan every day of your life.
 Before you can move upward toward pre-determined success, you must trigger your own motive power.
 Never to discover your own power and your potential is to be mentally bedridden all your life.


Modeling

The recipe for success is that you should model after successful people. Life is a lot like a chocolate cake. You can either make it through trial and error or you can follow a recipe. Whatever dream you have, chances are someone is already living it. Modeling allows you to duplicated the results of someone who has already succeeded, the best way to model someone is to spend at much time as possible with them. Most successful people are happy to help someone else learn how to do what they are good at, especially if the person is young.
When you are modeling someone, your aim is to find out as much as possible about him or her. You want to understand why they are so successful. You can do this by asking them specific questions about how they do what they do.

As you model people, you want to understand their model of the world. What do they believe? What language do they use? What mental/ emotional state they are in? What physiology are they in? What are their rules? What drives them? What do they value?
Work out exactly how their minds work and then practice doing exactly the same.

9:17 PM

i need to just run away and pretend that this isn't real,
that everything is okay.give me one day,
just one day of escape.

Was I the only one to notice
That human nature doesn't work that way
They tell me if I look deep inside me
That I can find my own way

I only find a rebel and a fool there
Who won't admit that he's afraid
I thought I was holding on to freedom
But locked my soul up in chains

I need a hero who'll dare to find me
Fly to my rescue and crash through the wall
Announce my freedom,
bring me to my senses

Gather me into his strong arms
And carry me off. . . to safety
What is this talk about a Savior
Well does he listen, is he even there?

And should I be asking him directly?
But why should he consider my prayer?
Well, I don't quite know how to do this
But Jesus, I can't save myself

So here I go calling out for mercy
And crying out for your help(So if you hear me. . .)


This is from my "senior"'s blog. yep. but i think its quite appropriate for me now. cause im totally lost.

7:57 PM

HEY. long time no psycho post so decided to talk about some things.

Stereotyping People and Things
examples of stereotypical things that shocked me. MEGA. Da Vinci Code.
many people think that MEGA has to be SUPER SUPER thick for a magazine. so we did ALOT of articles. its, as Ms koh says, undue stress. thats why we have NO energy left. even to complain.
Da Vinci Code is NC16. all because of some immature kids. then the critics stereotype us. oh well, then the government and all that keeps telling us not to stereotype people. whatever. its so stupid.
and people also stereotype CCAs. like they think guys in choir are gay-ish and and trackers are all the same. it is NOT true. i shall not elaborate on this point cause i may insult some people.

Late HW
about handing in late homework which is kinda native to our class. a certain someone thinks she knows everything about the late hw. its like we dont hand in cause UNLIKE her, that ass, we dont have aperfect life and sometimes we dont have so much time and we have a life unlike HER. whatever. so what if she has a perfect family? with OUTINGS. wth. its DISGUSTING. whatever. all she does is ask ppl to do things for her. oh well, back to topic.

late hw is caused by 1) lack of pride in work
2) no time and other things on our mind
3) cant concentrate cause of the things going on in life. usually caused by a CERTAIN SOMEONE.

then these problems are caused by the insecurities of life and a certain someone. the purprose of her life is being a barrier for others. she is so HIGH UP now. but she will fall one day. her ego is big. easily punctured. she will fall one day and she will fall HARD. and many shall enjoy it. XD

this is all i have which is not alot. i think i flame pple more openly on this post. the others are just kinda more indirectly flaming people. please do NOT blow up at me. if you know hwo that person is, PLEASE do NOT post in my tagboard. Thankyou.

7:07 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Inside every one of us
Burning like fire in the night
Gleaming down and lighting the way
For hopes and drames to shine one day
It gives a brillance to our lives
And sparkles like diamonds
With a glowing light
So hold out your light
For all to see
Aand never let go
Your dreams are the key.


Live like there's no tomorrow. Dream like your life will never end. Cliche things like these are actually true. Try to motivate yourself instead of getting all worked up and depressed over nothing. Chin up

9:25 PM

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
haha i'm so happy and high now. XDXD for no reason. just got back from swimming. XD. so high. i'm confusing myself. haha. and i'm scaring myself. lalala~ this is lame. just to say HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. so every WORTHY mother out there. XD

8:37 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

My Achievements So Far...
List and boast about 50 of your achievements so far.

1. i exsited on earth.
2. i was actually nice to someone that i hated.
3. i was nice to people whom i dont even know.
4. i donated to charity.
5. i PSYCHO-ED people into donating to me or whatever cip thing.
6. i had about 5 places aching at the same time on the same day.
7. i can act very well.
8. i have good detective skills.
9. i am smart enough to know that some people's lies are just so fake.
10. i kept my temper in check for at least once a week.
11. i helped people get out of the "depressed" mode.
12. i am so nice that i hurt others w/o knowing it (typical me).
13. i learnt how to use the com and internet and phototshop and dreamweaver and flash.
14. i learnt how to wire up a com from scratch.
15. i learnt to wire up the internet.
16. i learnt to download msn.
17. i learnt how to hack ppl's acc.
18. i learnt how to d/l maple and songs. -.-lll
19. i learn piano.
20. i hate CHOPIN BEETHOVAN and sometimes MOZART.
21. sometimes i have extreme mood swings.
22. my school work is totally like a chart. totally extreme.
23. sometimes i impress people with my CHEEM "psychology"
24. sometimes i talk too much.
25. sometimes i ACTUALLY think before i speak.
26. i am actually taking the initiative to do this.
27. i remebered how a cliff is corroded by waves.
28. i remebered my last year's geog and history work.
29. i actually understand my math at times.
30. i actually can understand my tuition.
31. i dont copy homework everyday.
32. sometimes i can acutally HELP people.
33. some people say im INNOCENT.
34. so therefore, im INNOCENT.
35. and some people say im NICE.
36. therefore, im NICE.
37. yay im nice and innocent.
38. sometimes i am so lame that i cant understand how i thought of it.
39. sometimes i cant think at all.
40. sometimes what i say just doesnt make sense.
41. like now.
42. i dont even know why i do some things.
43. like now.
44. this is getting lamer.
45. why should i even care?
46. 'cause maybe im too lame and nothing better to do.
47. oh i know that val is at her cousin's hse laughin her head off.
48. i remeber some people's birthdays.
49. i always bust my sms. and my phone bill.
50. ok i finally finished this thing.

8:56 PM

Da vinci code. NC16.
Its just hit me dead there. NC 16! i cant watch it legally. its totally disgusting. why do some immature kids that are around our age act so immature that they are totally embarassing us and themselves? it caused me to be unable to watch da vinci code. WOW. so nice. oh i forgot. they don't need to act. they ARE TOTALLY immature. DA VINCI CODE! it cost me that. i have no intention whatsoever to sneak in or something unless it is like totally NICE and i'm DESPO to watch it. i WANT! da vinci code. dan brown. angels and demons. deception point. digital something. I WANT! VALERIE *HINT HINT* haha. 4 books for 50 bucks. quite cheap liao. i MUST get that. i WANT. yes and the movies are super super wth can. NC16 practically everything. today want to watch movie also cannot. TSKK. all their fault. IMMATURE KIDS. pretending to act cool issit. huh? so the IMMATURE. yes. just stop being immature and GROW UP! people are not as immature as you, you know. thankyou.

8:15 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

9:14 PM

INSTRUCTIONS
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN
5. The most impt rule: Have fun doing it!

8 Different points of my perfect lover?
- Thoughtful.
- Romantic.
- Sensitive.
- Mature yet childish enough to appreciate the childish wonders of life.
- Independent.
- Confident.
- Humorous.
- Passionate? (nth else to write liao)

Gender of perfect Lover: whaddya think?

9:10 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Grasping into thin air,
I can reach but cannot touch
Things we wish would go away
Things that hurt too much

Why do we face such tough times
While others go unscathed
Where do we find a shelter
When it rains on our parade

Life will give us roses
But every petal falls
Leaving joy and sadness
From the memories we recall

So if time's out greatest treasure
And love is all we need
Let's give each other all we have
Nothing else is guaranteed

6:22 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

Bold ALL the ones that apply to you andcalculate your score. Don't cheat =P

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 5

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 7

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 9 OMG.

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 3 O.o

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 9 wha the.

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL: 8

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court (not my trial =X)
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 4

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight.
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 10 o.O i am so not guai.

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 6

TOTAL SCORE: 65
i am so not guai. i shldnt have done this. AT ALL.

4:22 PM

My ex...is non existent.
Maybe I should... just disappear out of this world.
I love... MYSELF!
I don't understand...trigology.
Love is... blind. thats what everyone says.
Somewhere, someone is... suffering. or maybe enjoying life. i know almost everyone else in the class is at cca.
Forever is... NOTHING. its all a cliche.
I never want to... screw up again.
When I wake up in the morning... i always laze around first. which makes me miss my bus.
My past was... all the bad stuff combined with gd stuff.
I get annoyed when... someone pissed me off?
Parties are for... people to have fun and try to avoid parents.
My dog is... nonexistent.
My cat is... nonexistent too.
Kisses are... nice?
Tomorrow... i will choing mega sia.
I really want... to get rid of all the projects now and have like unlimited access to money.
I have low tolerance for people... who are so stuck up that they think the world revolves around them.

4:15 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Long absence. not much to say but oh well...just blog ba. not much psycho crap to crap about but 1 thing is i realised how good i have it. all the things i have are just too good. life is too good for me. i don't deserve all these things that i have, all the things that make my life worth it. actually i have no direction what-so-ever. its like my life is just BLANK. the pages of my life is all blank. totally blank. so now i've decided to paint a rosy picture and try to work towards that. i can be all that i ever wanted and all that i ever dreamed of if I don't let other's opnions and comments get to me. i can fulfill all my expectations that are somewhat realistic. i CAN do it. hopefully anyway. okay im talking crap. all of a sudden, i realised how much i have and how muc better off i am than some people. people who think they have it bad, too bad for you cause the world doesn't revolve around you, you know. and you are not the center of the universe.

oh by the way, my blog is pretty insultive cause MOST of my posts are flaming people discreetly. try to work it out. okay but the choir one wasn't directed at ruimin. i was trying to get you guys to kinda stop believeing that i can go for track comps and do relatively well. no way. cause 1) my knee utterly kills me after about 600-700m. 2) i haven't trained in a long time and there's no way i can survive 3.2km or anything 3) i never said i was good at track. read the previvious post ok? 4) all of the above.
i'm sorry if i disappointed you guys or something. jiayou for your future endeavours. =D


*disclaimer*
i didn't not intend to flame anyone with this post but if you think i did, you are WRONG. totally wrong.

8:32 PM

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